Songs

I have listened to many artists songs during the last few years. I have listened from Hip Hop to classical in the past. Eminem , 50 cents , Justin Timberlake , Mika , Akon , John Mayer , Westlife, Simple Plan , ColdPlay, U2 , Keane , Jonas Brothers. Also I listended to many Canto-pop songs which are popular and greatest hits .I tried to listen as many so to search for something I really like.
Finally after these long long period of searching with my ears.
I have found the one I really like so much .

That is Jack Johnson and Jason Mraz. First , Jack Johnson , then Jason Mraz.

I once like Westlife. But not that indulge to their music though I love the Love Album.
I once like Mika , however , I just like a few songs in the whole albums.
I like Eason Chan , but his songs always make me emotional in some way
I once like U2. But I have to look through the lyrics before listening.

Their songs not simply love indulgence or expressing of regrets of concern. I feel a sense of kids like but deep understanding of feels. I find meanings from their songs . Their songs are a major parts in my MP3 players.
Finding singers sharing or expressing something you are thinking is just...... good.

Take some time. See whether you will like it .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHnJGXwr-HU - Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2UbT3U-fQt4 - Jack Johnson - Angel +Better Together

The way

Just read some people texts.
There are so many texts or notes in blogs and facebooks. Difficult or Easy. Simple or Detailed. Rational or Emotional. Happy or Unhappy. Reports or Imaginations.
Writing is good. A good way to express. But when you write what you really think. You have to take a risk. That is you are going to disclose yourself, unless you are going to fake it.
I think I have been affected by all sorts of events and people. Parents, teachers, books I have read, friends. past expereicnes. All through the way I couldn't choose but just being affected barely.Free writing is good. When I write something down, it becomes more clear of what I think. I don't mind to say something bad which is what I think. I cannot just think as the way you think. There must be divergence sometimes, I guess.
Writing needs practices so I could find my way reach my feelings. I seldom detailing all the events which have happened, but afterwards , I did write my thinking down. Cause if I don't write it down, they maybe just dissappeared in some way. You have the right to say what you want to say. You use it for your good will.
For your own good.
Yes, your own good.
For yourself.

First order

First day as being a tram party coordinator. It is much more fun than I expected.
On Tuesday, I recieved the first training by another part time who is studying journalism in HKU . So from her saying and sharing , I expect this would be a good job though having slaries not as many as being a tutor.
Today customers are French, which I find their Englsih difficult to hear. Hearing people speaking language which I really don't know make me feel weird. But I did chat with them during the two hours trip. Customers book the tram for many reasons. This time, it was a farewell party for one of the girl. This girl leaves Hong Kong later to New York for her career.Previously working in a French Bank ( I-Bank again !) She will work in headquarters in New York coming soon.
They actually did ask me to join their party , though I answer I better not. I can just sit there and do nothing. But I did take the initiate to talk with them. Since this is a rare experience which cannot see all the time. I think I could do this part time job as joining a party. But maybe not this time.
Kitty, that HKU journalism girl said she did see celebrities or singers booking the tram sometimes. Let's see what will be the next customers for me.

Schedules Packing Choices.

Why there are so many assigments an projects ? Recently I have taken my third non-tuition part-time jobs. Schedules have packed quite fully. Currently I have courses much more related to Logistics, with less mathematical training which I cannot really apprenhend well. That would be good , suppose. However I feel my heart detached from the curriculum, I really cannot fully devoted to what the courses materials try to give me . All kind of business theories, technical training and analysis. I suppose to like it as being a science students. But my heart completely detached from it. Of course I strive for good grades, 4.0 , however I really find the curriculum hadn't nourish any my viewpoints about things and peoples. So, I used sources sometimes , so I can do something really meaningful to me. Is this thinking good ?
Today , a small event really bring me to think.
Edward Lam 林奕華 , at the end of the lessons talked with me. I have attended his lessosns since first semester , which I act as a helper for this semester course. Conversation as followed:

Edward: Are you Yeaer 1 student ?
Me : Yes, I am.
Edward : What are you study ? Comparative Literature ?
Me : ar ........ (I am happy as being seen as read a lot ,HA ) .... no , I am studying logistics.
Edward : I see ,those technical training one ?
Me : Yes. But I fell detached sometimes.
Edward : Hey , why don't you transfer ?
Me : Don't want to waste time ( And my AL grade definitely not allow me , HA )
Edward: Remember ,read more books and think more.
Me : Yes, definitely I will

Studying professionals training currculum definitely allow me to have career with better salaries. But at this moment, I really feel a sense of inadequate to train for suiting capitalistic things. Sever years of high schools for a placement in university. Three years of University life for career placement. Will this process miss something really important ?
There are many routes for planning University life. I find the major ones not really suit me . They are good to many people. But for me , I need another way for my University life.
At the end of the lectures , I went to Starburks. One of an E&F alumni approches and chat with me for 30 minutes. I don't know him before. But he shared with me the experiences about finance ( He is now working in I-bank ).This really a funny experience.
There are many ways to pack schedules. Some are suitable for A ,but not B. Some suit B but not C. There are much more choices to choose. I guess.

P.S.
There are always impulses to write things in my heart. So I think I will write more frequently.
I try my best not to make it too self-serving .