Sometimes I am astonished the power of market.
That it can make an individual power so weak .
If the majority like talking something about A
People who talk about B will be marginalized.
If the majority embrace to wear red trousers
People who wear other will be recognized as odd.
Trend is created by majority I think .
Effiency is archieved by meeting stardand . That is quality management .
But however, human character should be different so there will be more possibilities in human.
But now , even character qualities could be directed by market force .
Individual power seemed so insignicant .
I am sad and frustrated about it . The meaning of some terms could be very suspicious.
Charming
Could it mean that people who has the quality which will not discover any problems in person ?
Passion
Could it mean that people who just devote all energy emotions without purpose ?
你會唔會諗太多呀?
Is it to encourge us keep our eyes blind and stop any kind of discovery ?
你唔係以為自己係點點點....
Is it to encourgae us not to live to be different ?
I want to write .
I want to say .
But from my experience , those are just too heavy .
So what can I do ?
Bullshit here.
Fuck is such a powerful word.
so I can express my powerlessness through this word Fuck.
People who have thoughts are more difficult to change according to the market needs.
So a fool can be some very successful people because they can be so " flexible "
People who have self-consciouness will suffer sometimes like investing stock but cannot sell it.
These people will suffer according to market fluatutions.
But at long as they invest their thoughts right , they will benefit more than people who just follow the market trend. I hope .
A friend told me
" The more you know , the more you read , the more you are in the abyss of loneliness "
I do not want to betray myself cause I think I know myself .
But what can you do with yourself with the environment who only need money ?
Shit.Fuck.
I need to create and act to it. It is not easy . But I will try .
Others say everybody feels uncomfortable with new environment .
Yes, but I have never feel that uncomfortable before.
Life in HKU is good . But not enough for me .
I need more conversations to refresh my life.
