一個英文低手的自白

Language is important. It can turn ideas into inspirational presentations. Even in slight difference in meaning , people who possess better language skill will definitely win advantages in getting a better position, because they can express themselves in an organized way. Their ideas were wrapped beautifully by their choice of vocabularies. Well-written grammar structure helps communicate effectively. Language is so important. However it was building up since we were a kindergarten students, and from now , it had already been over 15 years. I want to boost my language to a higher level and be able to express myself in a better way. But I find it difficult because I was already lagged behind for 14 years, given that i am improving when I was in Form 6, the remaining month for boosting Use of English to a higher level seems to be a mission impossible. I am not intend to be a writer, but just to express what I meant to be. I used to think language is like marathon which is a long-term issue , so it is okay to leave it alone and focus on others subjects like Economics, Physics, but after today I found it I was behind so much which I may be standing at the edge of getting a E in A-level. I do think Use of English is important not because it was double count or triple count in certain subject in university, but it is an essential tool for a better living. Now,I feel like I was trapped in the English channel.
It was surprising. It was surprising that I grabbed "Oral-B" in CE.
I desperately need improvements in Use of English, especially oral.

天下之大

再也沒有上課的日子,而最後的一天竟會過得那麼的快.
捨不得的是所有的人和事
過去沒有努力去把這些過去的一切留下確實的記念
沒有在堂上拍很多的相,錄下記念性的短片
但自己卻記得這些的一切
有些人曾於中一,中二玩得很盡,但現在卻已不知道他們去了那裏
有些人從前只有點頭,說著客套的說話,到今天卻可無所不談
就算今天再見回相同的人,也不會再有著完全一樣的感受
再也不會有中一入學時那努力去答問題的心
或者中五時第一次放榜的緊張

七年而來都希望把所有的時間盡量去感受一下
希望能知道所有的事情到底是怎樣的
希望把所有的感受都推到最遠,把所有的事推出現有的框架
換來的可以是人們的真心對待,或者是別人的批評
或者是自己出醜,做出傻事來
不過讓我重新選擇,我也不會後悔這些選擇後的自己

說真的,我不是一個乖學生
而且自問本質不是一個乖學生,做好學生做的事只會令自己嘔心
有時也不免感嘆一下自己與別人的一段距離
別人早早已於做事上做得爐火純青,而自己也是那樣的隨心所欲
是自己的感受太慢了
不過我相信只要時刻努力進步做回自己就好了
這些經已過去,就在現有的地方重新上路吧.

中七的朋友們,就一起大步走完中學年代的最後一段路吧