2009年4月14日 星期二

Start from zero

當其他人都好像在努力為自己的大學生活去做很多的事時.
都現在我才了解到大學是什麼.
經過了中學,小學如坐電梯一樣的一直向上.到了大學,一下子自由起來.
要做什麼不是一下子想得到.
為了入名牌大學以為就可有美好前途.只就好像買了 Gucci 就自以為是有氣質.

這一刻我感到的是自己很不足.不是自卑.而是有太多不了解的事了.

"你不是這三年就這樣讀書吧?"
這是一個我不上 A 莊後, 一個上莊同我講的.
"你有沒想過大學是社會的縮影,總有一日你要學習."
這是一個我不上 B 莊後, 一個上莊同我講的.
"如果你是為了自己的話,對不起,上莊不適合你"
這是一個我不上 C 莊後, 一個上莊同我講的.

他們說的話都有他們的意思. 為社會做好準備是要的.
不過社會的現實不同大學的環境.
學會打射擊電子遊戲不一定就可以去打仗.
我沒有做全部大家認為要在大學要做的事.
只知道大家都有大家的學習方式.沒有好壞.只有適合與否.
只要不用一種 "等我塞錢入你袋" 的態度與我交談就可以了.

一個人的時間用在什麼地方是看得見的.
不一定是成績高低.不一定是外表好壞.

我相信是看得見的

2009年4月3日 星期五

Shining Aura

Examinations time table has out .
May 13 will be the last day for exams.
So close, there are only a month to grow. Lots of things need to finish.
And there are lots of thing I want to do.
Time is very limited. But that is not a bad thing , so we can priortise our time , and see what we value most in our heart.

Economics teaches us information cost is good to be zero.
But I think sometimes it is better to leave some layers so there will be areas for us to imagine.
If all things disclosed, that will definitely a boring situation.

Today was the Inter-hall dancing competition. I did take to look for some of them
Girls are pretty , I mean some . Costume are well-designed.
Dancing in the centre of the Haking Wong Podium, having glaced by thousands pairs of eyes.
Dancers must have a sudden impulse of self-confidence running through their bodies.
Being stared and became the centre of peoples' attentions is fascinating, right ?

Have you meet any odd guys ?
They also put themselves into the centre of attention.
But people don't yell for them , what they can recieve are ignorance.

Watching those stars really make us feel inferior.
But why bother? Maybe this is the time to create your own way of living.

Glad that I am not those popular people inside a group.
So I can meet people who are very interesting but are not shine because of others attention.
So I can get closer to them and have a real interaction.
So I can just reach them without serious of work to look through their shining auras.

2009年4月2日 星期四

Supply & Demand

Recently, I have skipped one of the assignments which contribute to 1% for a course.
In the past, I would tried hard to hand in assigments, finding source or do it myself.
But I skipped the assigments. In the past I would have handed them in , however I really find that assigment not quite meaningful but only to have a grade.
What do you think about it ?
Lazy ? Not working hard ? Eascape from challenge ?
There are so many interpretations for a single event. Just too many.
When I take a look to others , they are demanding they are not working hard enough.
They said they will find their dreams, make it to reality. They feel they have to change.
Those passion turns into quotations.,with different words but similar meaning.

Once I was a person claiming quotations to remind myself to improve.

Change.Change.Change. I have heard that so many time.
Be yourself. Be yourself. Be yourself . I have heard that so many time.
Work hard.Work hard. Work hard. I have heard that so many time.
I have found that encouraging people do not need to know that person.
But mere a quotations maybe enough
If you know a person can only give you a mere quotation to encourage you
Can you still be encouraged ?
If you hear a statement that can just be said by any people ,
Can you still be inspired ?

After the changing layout of facebook , there are so many news feed with thousands of quizzes.
I did not take them. But I have seen that they are all praising results.
Your IQ is high. You will earn a lot. You are a special one.
What does it mean ? Do you like them ?

I always hope to provide alternate way to think.
Trying to bring some discussions so we could learn and grow together.
But maybe not all people need them.
Maybe what they need is a simple add oil which can be supplied by almost anyone.
But maybe only ourself can solve our problems.
Maybe. I guess.

Change .
What change ? Change from where ? Why you want to change ?
What you want after change ?
Work hard.
Work hard for what ? Do the work really worth to devote so many energy to it ?
What will you really get to work hard ?
Be yourself.
What force you not allowing you to be yourself ? Who are you ? Do you know much about you ?

If I ask those question to a people who need help.
My questions definitely a bad choice to encourage.