一個英文低手的自白

Language is important. It can turn ideas into inspirational presentations. Even in slight difference in meaning , people who possess better language skill will definitely win advantages in getting a better position, because they can express themselves in an organized way. Their ideas were wrapped beautifully by their choice of vocabularies. Well-written grammar structure helps communicate effectively. Language is so important. However it was building up since we were a kindergarten students, and from now , it had already been over 15 years. I want to boost my language to a higher level and be able to express myself in a better way. But I find it difficult because I was already lagged behind for 14 years, given that i am improving when I was in Form 6, the remaining month for boosting Use of English to a higher level seems to be a mission impossible. I am not intend to be a writer, but just to express what I meant to be. I used to think language is like marathon which is a long-term issue , so it is okay to leave it alone and focus on others subjects like Economics, Physics, but after today I found it I was behind so much which I may be standing at the edge of getting a E in A-level. I do think Use of English is important not because it was double count or triple count in certain subject in university, but it is an essential tool for a better living. Now,I feel like I was trapped in the English channel.
It was surprising. It was surprising that I grabbed "Oral-B" in CE.
I desperately need improvements in Use of English, especially oral.