Love is irrational.
Love is emotional.
Love is everything .
Love is too big and too sacred to be discussed.
Love is the last gift for all people suffering from harsh reality.
So we should let it be .
But sometimes , this may not be the case .
Some people settled with the one who is easy to be with .
Some people chosen someone who is easy to be manipulated .
They said love should make people feel comfortable .
So what is comfortable ?
That is vanity-satisfying and you do not need to work and do much .
For some , love is the best entertainment .
For some , love is a serious matter .
When people who want to be entertained meet some serious one ,
The serious one will defintely be recognized as a boring moron or girl.
When people are entertained but hurt at last,
They want those serious one back , but those serious one may turned into an entertainer because they think serious would be a bad attribute.
That is fucking rediculus as I have met so many these kind of situations again and again from friends' stories.
However , those quite girls or boys will tend to fall in live with entertainers,
because they think they find passions they have never have .
So what will be at last ?
Being played.
That is what makes people don't get serious about love , because they don't want to be hurted.
Where are all your confidence ? You lost it when you started not to be different ?
2010年4月25日 星期日
Frustrations Two
The real knowledge can always be possesed by very few .
Some people do really tell me what is correct, what is right . They really inspire me .
But sometimes , some people are coming and telling me what to do with my life .
It is weird .
I know myself well and you are giving me advises which pushes me to do so .
It is horrible.
I always think for myself . I read . I met new people .
You come along and giving me your advises not tailored for me but just mere general suggestions which could applied by all , I thought you are already stopped to be able to see the difference in people, and that is sad.
Some people do really tell me what is correct, what is right . They really inspire me .
But sometimes , some people are coming and telling me what to do with my life .
It is weird .
I know myself well and you are giving me advises which pushes me to do so .
It is horrible.
I always think for myself . I read . I met new people .
You come along and giving me your advises not tailored for me but just mere general suggestions which could applied by all , I thought you are already stopped to be able to see the difference in people, and that is sad.
2010年1月4日 星期一
Bullshit here
Sometimes I am astonished the power of market.
That it can make an individual power so weak .
If the majority like talking something about A
People who talk about B will be marginalized.
If the majority embrace to wear red trousers
People who wear other will be recognized as odd.
Trend is created by majority I think .
Effiency is archieved by meeting stardand . That is quality management .
But however, human character should be different so there will be more possibilities in human.
But now , even character qualities could be directed by market force .
Individual power seemed so insignicant .
I am sad and frustrated about it . The meaning of some terms could be very suspicious.
Charming
Could it mean that people who has the quality which will not discover any problems in person ?
Passion
Could it mean that people who just devote all energy emotions without purpose ?
你會唔會諗太多呀?
Is it to encourge us keep our eyes blind and stop any kind of discovery ?
你唔係以為自己係點點點....
Is it to encourgae us not to live to be different ?
I want to write .
I want to say .
But from my experience , those are just too heavy .
So what can I do ?
Bullshit here.
Fuck is such a powerful word.
so I can express my powerlessness through this word Fuck.
People who have thoughts are more difficult to change according to the market needs.
So a fool can be some very successful people because they can be so " flexible "
People who have self-consciouness will suffer sometimes like investing stock but cannot sell it.
These people will suffer according to market fluatutions.
But at long as they invest their thoughts right , they will benefit more than people who just follow the market trend. I hope .
A friend told me
" The more you know , the more you read , the more you are in the abyss of loneliness "
I do not want to betray myself cause I think I know myself .
But what can you do with yourself with the environment who only need money ?
Shit.Fuck.
I need to create and act to it. It is not easy . But I will try .
Others say everybody feels uncomfortable with new environment .
Yes, but I have never feel that uncomfortable before.
Life in HKU is good . But not enough for me .
I need more conversations to refresh my life.
That it can make an individual power so weak .
If the majority like talking something about A
People who talk about B will be marginalized.
If the majority embrace to wear red trousers
People who wear other will be recognized as odd.
Trend is created by majority I think .
Effiency is archieved by meeting stardand . That is quality management .
But however, human character should be different so there will be more possibilities in human.
But now , even character qualities could be directed by market force .
Individual power seemed so insignicant .
I am sad and frustrated about it . The meaning of some terms could be very suspicious.
Charming
Could it mean that people who has the quality which will not discover any problems in person ?
Passion
Could it mean that people who just devote all energy emotions without purpose ?
你會唔會諗太多呀?
Is it to encourge us keep our eyes blind and stop any kind of discovery ?
你唔係以為自己係點點點....
Is it to encourgae us not to live to be different ?
I want to write .
I want to say .
But from my experience , those are just too heavy .
So what can I do ?
Bullshit here.
Fuck is such a powerful word.
so I can express my powerlessness through this word Fuck.
People who have thoughts are more difficult to change according to the market needs.
So a fool can be some very successful people because they can be so " flexible "
People who have self-consciouness will suffer sometimes like investing stock but cannot sell it.
These people will suffer according to market fluatutions.
But at long as they invest their thoughts right , they will benefit more than people who just follow the market trend. I hope .
A friend told me
" The more you know , the more you read , the more you are in the abyss of loneliness "
I do not want to betray myself cause I think I know myself .
But what can you do with yourself with the environment who only need money ?
Shit.Fuck.
I need to create and act to it. It is not easy . But I will try .
Others say everybody feels uncomfortable with new environment .
Yes, but I have never feel that uncomfortable before.
Life in HKU is good . But not enough for me .
I need more conversations to refresh my life.
2009年10月12日 星期一
2009年7月15日 星期三
Mercy
How can you keep specialize in the way you would like to go ?
Deepen what you really love to have ?
No one know is it the right choice ?
Yeah , give it a try , but way too difficult to do for me.
Yeah. Get a better life in your own way . Celebrate others people lives and create mine
You nerver know .
Way too difficult to guess .
Way too difficult .
Way too difficult .
University is the last transfer terminal .
People have their last call for what they go .
It is just not enough time to pack all things for me .
Some people made it good .Some people made it better .
I am going to bet on my own .
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Oh it's a mystery to me.
We have a greed, with which we have agreed...
and you think you have to want more than you need...
until you have it all, you won't be free.
Knowledge vs Grade ?
Friends vs Social Networking ?
Love vs Desire indugence vs Exit ?
Inspiring vs Unclear ?
Simple vs Easy ?
Certifications vs Labels ?
"I hope you're not lonely, without me.
I hope you're not angry, if I disagree."
Anyway,make it mine do my stuff.
I have to write it down
Because I am afraid one day I would not hear my own voice ever again.
2009年6月21日 星期日
Learning
Is Lying a way to Escape ?
There are things that we do not able to understand .
However , I beleive most of the things can be explained.
Yes. I beleive that.
But do you really want the truth ?
Truth is harsh in some way because you will see something you scare , you are anxious.
Why things which seemed very difficult to comprehend were labelled as inspiring ?
If some people commented my post difficult to understand
It is my fault of not written simple and concise.
All kinds of labels on the streets waiting people to pick and stick onto themselves .
Even books can be labels. Sometimes I see people carrying bags with empty spaces insists carrying their Law Books in hand.
Yes , with arguemts you may be able to defend yourself .
But somehow , you cannot convince ( or lie ? ) to all people .
I don't want labels. I need the real you behind the labels.
I just need the real you.
I always beleive it is unavoidable to cause some unintended offenses to be interesting.
Let me figure it out .
There are things that we do not able to understand .
However , I beleive most of the things can be explained.
Yes. I beleive that.
But do you really want the truth ?
Truth is harsh in some way because you will see something you scare , you are anxious.
Why things which seemed very difficult to comprehend were labelled as inspiring ?
If some people commented my post difficult to understand
It is my fault of not written simple and concise.
All kinds of labels on the streets waiting people to pick and stick onto themselves .
Even books can be labels. Sometimes I see people carrying bags with empty spaces insists carrying their Law Books in hand.
Yes , with arguemts you may be able to defend yourself .
But somehow , you cannot convince ( or lie ? ) to all people .
I don't want labels. I need the real you behind the labels.
I just need the real you.
I always beleive it is unavoidable to cause some unintended offenses to be interesting.
Let me figure it out .
2009年5月26日 星期二
Don't know why
Once I said I will write much more frequently.
But I stopped for a long time writing down something.
It is because my language mastering ability is poor which I don't want to showing series of errors.
Writing should not be taken too casual.
I am now having workshops training until late June.
Groups and divided and learning inside a training room .
Some people said it is boring.
I did not attend the course very seriously.
Chatting around with people just like I am in secondary school time.
Though we need get up early, but I have funny feeling for this training
What that special ?
I wonder I feel comfortable with that .
Chatting , secret talks , borrowing things , listening attentively ......
What that special ?
It is because during the workshop
I feel like a student in a co-education school , which is............ I don't know what to say.
Funny, I guess.
.
But I stopped for a long time writing down something.
It is because my language mastering ability is poor which I don't want to showing series of errors.
Writing should not be taken too casual.
I am now having workshops training until late June.
Groups and divided and learning inside a training room .
Some people said it is boring.
I did not attend the course very seriously.
Chatting around with people just like I am in secondary school time.
Though we need get up early, but I have funny feeling for this training
What that special ?
I wonder I feel comfortable with that .
Chatting , secret talks , borrowing things , listening attentively ......
What that special ?
It is because during the workshop
I feel like a student in a co-education school , which is............ I don't know what to say.
Funny, I guess.
.
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