A brand new chapter

The new job has stared . Theres not really many things to do . I can feel the company are treating us very well as we are graduate with high potential . There are few people which I am astonished by their background .
However , while looking people who have entered a high earning industry like investment banking , civil servants in Hong Kong , I feel sad . My salary package is not bad , but not comparable to a millions earning per year ,
I need more money for the future .
I always ask myself , Johnny , why are you reading and trying to understand so much about the world and people ? Everyone who works so hard on playing the games earn and settle with a good living style . Preaching on humanity seems an useless act in a world on capitalists society . Are you really want to do it while you deep down you know your situation that you need money and status ?
I am so unsure about the question right now .

Frustrations Two

The real knowledge can always be possesed by very few .
Some people do really tell me what is correct, what is right . They really inspire me .
But sometimes , some people are coming and telling me what to do with my life .
It is weird .
I know myself well and you are giving me advises which pushes me to do so .
It is horrible.
I always think for myself . I read . I met new people .
You come along and giving me your advises not tailored for me but just mere general suggestions which could applied by all , I thought you are already stopped to be able to see the difference in people, and that is sad.