2009年4月3日 星期五

Shining Aura

Examinations time table has out .
May 13 will be the last day for exams.
So close, there are only a month to grow. Lots of things need to finish.
And there are lots of thing I want to do.
Time is very limited. But that is not a bad thing , so we can priortise our time , and see what we value most in our heart.

Economics teaches us information cost is good to be zero.
But I think sometimes it is better to leave some layers so there will be areas for us to imagine.
If all things disclosed, that will definitely a boring situation.

Today was the Inter-hall dancing competition. I did take to look for some of them
Girls are pretty , I mean some . Costume are well-designed.
Dancing in the centre of the Haking Wong Podium, having glaced by thousands pairs of eyes.
Dancers must have a sudden impulse of self-confidence running through their bodies.
Being stared and became the centre of peoples' attentions is fascinating, right ?

Have you meet any odd guys ?
They also put themselves into the centre of attention.
But people don't yell for them , what they can recieve are ignorance.

Watching those stars really make us feel inferior.
But why bother? Maybe this is the time to create your own way of living.

Glad that I am not those popular people inside a group.
So I can meet people who are very interesting but are not shine because of others attention.
So I can get closer to them and have a real interaction.
So I can just reach them without serious of work to look through their shining auras.

2009年4月2日 星期四

Supply & Demand

Recently, I have skipped one of the assignments which contribute to 1% for a course.
In the past, I would tried hard to hand in assigments, finding source or do it myself.
But I skipped the assigments. In the past I would have handed them in , however I really find that assigment not quite meaningful but only to have a grade.
What do you think about it ?
Lazy ? Not working hard ? Eascape from challenge ?
There are so many interpretations for a single event. Just too many.
When I take a look to others , they are demanding they are not working hard enough.
They said they will find their dreams, make it to reality. They feel they have to change.
Those passion turns into quotations.,with different words but similar meaning.

Once I was a person claiming quotations to remind myself to improve.

Change.Change.Change. I have heard that so many time.
Be yourself. Be yourself. Be yourself . I have heard that so many time.
Work hard.Work hard. Work hard. I have heard that so many time.
I have found that encouraging people do not need to know that person.
But mere a quotations maybe enough
If you know a person can only give you a mere quotation to encourage you
Can you still be encouraged ?
If you hear a statement that can just be said by any people ,
Can you still be inspired ?

After the changing layout of facebook , there are so many news feed with thousands of quizzes.
I did not take them. But I have seen that they are all praising results.
Your IQ is high. You will earn a lot. You are a special one.
What does it mean ? Do you like them ?

I always hope to provide alternate way to think.
Trying to bring some discussions so we could learn and grow together.
But maybe not all people need them.
Maybe what they need is a simple add oil which can be supplied by almost anyone.
But maybe only ourself can solve our problems.
Maybe. I guess.

Change .
What change ? Change from where ? Why you want to change ?
What you want after change ?
Work hard.
Work hard for what ? Do the work really worth to devote so many energy to it ?
What will you really get to work hard ?
Be yourself.
What force you not allowing you to be yourself ? Who are you ? Do you know much about you ?

If I ask those question to a people who need help.
My questions definitely a bad choice to encourage.

2009年3月23日 星期一

Songs

I have listened to many artists songs during the last few years. I have listened from Hip Hop to classical in the past. Eminem , 50 cents , Justin Timberlake , Mika , Akon , John Mayer , Westlife, Simple Plan , ColdPlay, U2 , Keane , Jonas Brothers. Also I listended to many Canto-pop songs which are popular and greatest hits .I tried to listen as many so to search for something I really like.
Finally after these long long period of searching with my ears.
I have found the one I really like so much .

That is Jack Johnson and Jason Mraz. First , Jack Johnson , then Jason Mraz.

I once like Westlife. But not that indulge to their music though I love the Love Album.
I once like Mika , however , I just like a few songs in the whole albums.
I like Eason Chan , but his songs always make me emotional in some way
I once like U2. But I have to look through the lyrics before listening.

Their songs not simply love indulgence or expressing of regrets of concern. I feel a sense of kids like but deep understanding of feels. I find meanings from their songs . Their songs are a major parts in my MP3 players.
Finding singers sharing or expressing something you are thinking is just...... good.

Take some time. See whether you will like it .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHnJGXwr-HU - Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2UbT3U-fQt4 - Jack Johnson - Angel +Better Together





2009年3月21日 星期六

The way

Just read some people texts.
There are so many texts or notes in blogs and facebooks. Difficult or Easy. Simple or Detailed. Rational or Emotional. Happy or Unhappy. Reports or Imaginations.
Writing is good. A good way to express. But when you write what you really think. You have to take a risk. That is you are going to disclose yourself, unless you are going to fake it.
I think I have been affected by all sorts of events and people. Parents, teachers, books I have read, friends. past expereicnes. All through the way I couldn't choose but just being affected barely.Free writing is good. When I write something down, it becomes more clear of what I think. I don't mind to say something bad which is what I think. I cannot just think as the way you think. There must be divergence sometimes, I guess.
Writing needs practices so I could find my way reach my feelings. I seldom detailing all the events which have happened, but afterwards , I did write my thinking down. Cause if I don't write it down, they maybe just dissappeared in some way. You have the right to say what you want to say. You use it for your good will.
For your own good.
Yes, your own good.
For yourself.

2009年3月20日 星期五

First order

First day as being a tram party coordinator. It is much more fun than I expected.
On Tuesday, I recieved the first training by another part time who is studying journalism in HKU . So from her saying and sharing , I expect this would be a good job though having slaries not as many as being a tutor.
Today customers are French, which I find their Englsih difficult to hear. Hearing people speaking language which I really don't know make me feel weird. But I did chat with them during the two hours trip. Customers book the tram for many reasons. This time, it was a farewell party for one of the girl. This girl leaves Hong Kong later to New York for her career.Previously working in a French Bank ( I-Bank again !) She will work in headquarters in New York coming soon.
They actually did ask me to join their party , though I answer I better not. I can just sit there and do nothing. But I did take the initiate to talk with them. Since this is a rare experience which cannot see all the time. I think I could do this part time job as joining a party. But maybe not this time.
Kitty, that HKU journalism girl said she did see celebrities or singers booking the tram sometimes. Let's see what will be the next customers for me.

2009年3月19日 星期四

Schedules Packing Choices.

Why there are so many assigments an projects ? Recently I have taken my third non-tuition part-time jobs. Schedules have packed quite fully. Currently I have courses much more related to Logistics, with less mathematical training which I cannot really apprenhend well. That would be good , suppose. However I feel my heart detached from the curriculum, I really cannot fully devoted to what the courses materials try to give me . All kind of business theories, technical training and analysis. I suppose to like it as being a science students. But my heart completely detached from it. Of course I strive for good grades, 4.0 , however I really find the curriculum hadn't nourish any my viewpoints about things and peoples. So, I used sources sometimes , so I can do something really meaningful to me. Is this thinking good ?
Today , a small event really bring me to think.
Edward Lam 林奕華 , at the end of the lessons talked with me. I have attended his lessosns since first semester , which I act as a helper for this semester course. Conversation as followed:

Edward: Are you Yeaer 1 student ?
Me : Yes, I am.
Edward : What are you study ? Comparative Literature ?
Me : ar ........ (I am happy as being seen as read a lot ,HA ) .... no , I am studying logistics.
Edward : I see ,those technical training one ?
Me : Yes. But I fell detached sometimes.
Edward : Hey , why don't you transfer ?
Me : Don't want to waste time ( And my AL grade definitely not allow me , HA )
Edward: Remember ,read more books and think more.
Me : Yes, definitely I will

Studying professionals training currculum definitely allow me to have career with better salaries. But at this moment, I really feel a sense of inadequate to train for suiting capitalistic things. Sever years of high schools for a placement in university. Three years of University life for career placement. Will this process miss something really important ?
There are many routes for planning University life. I find the major ones not really suit me . They are good to many people. But for me , I need another way for my University life.
At the end of the lectures , I went to Starburks. One of an E&F alumni approches and chat with me for 30 minutes. I don't know him before. But he shared with me the experiences about finance ( He is now working in I-bank ).This really a funny experience.
There are many ways to pack schedules. Some are suitable for A ,but not B. Some suit B but not C. There are much more choices to choose. I guess.

P.S.
There are always impulses to write things in my heart. So I think I will write more frequently.
I try my best not to make it too self-serving .

2009年2月14日 星期六

Sharing Song

太多的歌.太多的人.太多的情.
可是總有自己最喜歡的.

真心不真心 誰留神 哪個深深親吻
哪個體恤我 愛我最深交出最多 - 真心真意

如果這就是愛
  在轉身就該勇敢留下來 -如果愛

記得愛 所有幸福的片段 
所以才 一直忘記要離開 -記得愛


一世慶祝  整個地球上

億個背影但和你碰上 - 天下無雙

一路上夢想的櫥窗 誰憑勞力發亮
天未亮便在場 誰贈你勳章 炫耀你夢鄉 - 天使的禮物


如果寧靜中感到害怕 送我相擁有用嗎

會為我添上顧慮嗎 可安心嗎 - 想聽

別對我小心翼翼 別讓我看輕你
跟著我勇敢的走下去 別勸我回心轉意
這不是廉價的愛情 看著我對我說真愛我 - 還是會寂寞

世界這樣大而我而我只是隻小小小的螞蟻

但我要盡全力全力全力保護妳 - 可愛女人
Love Can Build A Bridge
Between Your Heart And Mine - Love can build a bridge - Westlife

It's not always easy
and sometimes life can be deceiving,
I'll tell you one thing
its always better when we're together Better Together -Jack Johnson -

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
Its like it all falls into place
Everything feels right - Everytime - Simple Plan

But you're so busy changing the world
Just one smile can change all of mine
We share the same soul - Angel - Jack Johnson

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming - A Whole New World